A few weeks ago, I was not feeling awesome. I was down, bloated, lethargic, uninspired, and my usual Erika Shannon Mojo was nowhere to be found (see photo on left, from Easter Sunday. Blech. Don't let the kale salad on my plate fool you). I was injured, I had started giving into ridiculous cravings (Tasti D-Lite? Really? I don't even LIKE it!), and I was feeling TERRIBLE about myself. I knew I had to do something, and fast.
I chose to commit to the Isagenix Nine-Day cleanse because I know several people with active lifestyles like mine who have highly recommended it. It was easy to follow, the meal replacement shakes are DELICIOUS, I got to eat a "real" meal every day (crucial for me- I love to eat!), and it didn't leave me hungry (as many juice fast cleanses do- don't even ASK about the time I did the Master Cleanse and tried to rehearse for Broadway Bares and teach a full schedule while surviving on water with lemon and maple syrup). Within the first three days I noticed a HUGE difference in my attitude and energy levels. With no caffeine, heavy food, sugar, or starch, I felt CLEAR. Sparkly! I started buzzing with creative ideas for choreography and class ideas. I picked up weights in PureStrength for the first time in four weeks. I began seeing a chiropractor and practicing the Alexander Technique. I got my tax return check and went shopping for new spring clothes. I scheduled a session with my life coach.
As I started to feel better with each day, I became increasingly aware of a simple (ugly? surface?) truth: Am I really that vain that getting a little skinnier makes this big of a difference? It reminded me of a particular saying that I have heard ad nauseam in my life: "Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels." Something about that statement makes me feel icky, even cheap. Is that really how I feel? What if it is? Is that wrong? But then I looked at the nature of my life- how my body gets me jobs. How I stand at the front of the room as an example and (hopefully) an inspiration to my students. Of course it should feel good to love my body! My "money maker" IS my money maker! And even if it weren't, what is so wrong about looking and feeling fabulous? In fact, if we don't feel fabulous, why the hell not? We should all be walking around, strutting like peacocks and flaunting our trim tummies like luscious plumage!
I chose to commit to the Isagenix Nine-Day cleanse because I know several people with active lifestyles like mine who have highly recommended it. It was easy to follow, the meal replacement shakes are DELICIOUS, I got to eat a "real" meal every day (crucial for me- I love to eat!), and it didn't leave me hungry (as many juice fast cleanses do- don't even ASK about the time I did the Master Cleanse and tried to rehearse for Broadway Bares and teach a full schedule while surviving on water with lemon and maple syrup). Within the first three days I noticed a HUGE difference in my attitude and energy levels. With no caffeine, heavy food, sugar, or starch, I felt CLEAR. Sparkly! I started buzzing with creative ideas for choreography and class ideas. I picked up weights in PureStrength for the first time in four weeks. I began seeing a chiropractor and practicing the Alexander Technique. I got my tax return check and went shopping for new spring clothes. I scheduled a session with my life coach.
As I started to feel better with each day, I became increasingly aware of a simple (ugly? surface?) truth: Am I really that vain that getting a little skinnier makes this big of a difference? It reminded me of a particular saying that I have heard ad nauseam in my life: "Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels." Something about that statement makes me feel icky, even cheap. Is that really how I feel? What if it is? Is that wrong? But then I looked at the nature of my life- how my body gets me jobs. How I stand at the front of the room as an example and (hopefully) an inspiration to my students. Of course it should feel good to love my body! My "money maker" IS my money maker! And even if it weren't, what is so wrong about looking and feeling fabulous? In fact, if we don't feel fabulous, why the hell not? We should all be walking around, strutting like peacocks and flaunting our trim tummies like luscious plumage!
I am so glad I did that cleanse. I am so happy to have found my power again. This week alone, people have offered me coffee cake, biscotti, soda, pasta, and steak. And I have, without hesitation, politely declined. I am now even more aware of my body. What it REALLY wants as opposed to what my mind thinks it wants. And I am going to continue this way. I am back to eating regularly (no caffeine, Tasti-D or soda, yay!), and I'm also maintaining a regime with the Isagenix Cleanse for Life drink and the shakes for breakfast (which I LOVE), and daily vitamins and antioxidants! Feels so good. I love waking up every day and looking in the mirror! The picture below is from my birthday, a few days after I finished the cleanse. Revived! Woo hoo!
Looking back on that nine-day transformation, it is most remarkable to me that this ONE THING, the action of doing the cleanse, had a snowball effect on the rest of my life. I fixed my shoulder. I am developing a practice for my everyday health. I created the May intenSati series in RECORD time. I started taking major responsibility for getting my finances in order and feeling powerful and abundant with my money. I have regained confidence, agility, sparkle, sass, and my MOJO is back! It feels great to be back in my own skin. As my friend Cherie Lily would say, 'WERK!"
So...here is my question for you: Is something dragging you down energetically? Do you need a change? Is your mojo intact? If not, pick one thing you can do to generate a change in attitude. It could be simply committing to drinking 8 glasses of water per day (with lemon to increase cleansing), working out 4 days this week instead of two, meditating 5 minutes per day, etc. The key is not necessarily in the action. It's in making the commitment and sticking to it, and feeling the PRIDE in accomplishing your goal. Trust me, it will snowball into utter fabulousness! Now THAT really feels yummy!
So do it UP peeps! Let me know how I can support you. And if you want to give Isagenix a try, email me! I loved it so much I became a distributor, so just say the word and we'll get you hooked up!
So do it UP peeps! Let me know how I can support you. And if you want to give Isagenix a try, email me! I loved it so much I became a distributor, so just say the word and we'll get you hooked up!
YAY erika!!!! i AM going to start running on saturday!!! i haven't done a race in years and i am always making excuses (or having kids!)- but not anymore. i have set a goal: the crim (a 10 mile race) in august. time to get busy!!
ReplyDeleteGo Erika! Totally get it!! I went through the same thing last week: feeling like doing the right thing for my body was bad as those around me took issue with it. Interesting how we can turn a good thing into guilt or distraction. Way to turn it around. Very inspiring!!
ReplyDeleteYo! Why do we seem to be leading the same life in different parts of the country. I was totes like you. I was feeling soooo awful after the first of the year. Desserts out the wazoo, no working out, blah, blah, blah. Then I took inventory of what I was eating, doing, putting into my body. I gave up processed food, sugar, grains and went back to the basics. I am sooo happy, energetic and loving life now. Thanks for letting me know I am not alone babe! If you ever want to read an interesting book, check out The Primal Blueprint. Interesting philosophy for perspective, if nothing else!
ReplyDeleteI am going to start organizing the business cards on my desk. Thanks for your inspiration, light and beauty. You and Brian, would LOVE August Gold. She speaks the first Wednesday of the month.. she spoke about this topic and how when you just take one step, you are making a change.. and how part of change is being honest with yourself, FIRST. Have a great day.
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So happy to hear your comments! Keep it up, beautiful people!
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